[God how does he even phrase this. He stares forlornly at his phone.]
Venti and I are
As you may have noticed,
We're
[This is more awkward than explaining the birds and the bees was, somehow.]
So you are aware, I'll be spending more time at Venti's house in the future.
[... That doesn't really communicate what he wants to say, though.]
I've long been... ignorant of the nature of his feelings. I can only assume that I am the very last person to have puzzled this out. I apologize for any frustration you may have felt watching us circle each other for so many years.
I suggest not following in my footsteps should you care for someone deeply.
I am glad you finally figured out what he had been hinting at for the past fifteen hundred years, father. As I am glad you finally figured out your own feelings.
[ this is sad with the utmost affection and respect, truly. ]
You need not worry over me. I cannot say I would not have done the same in your shoes, but the chances of that are slim. I would rather keep my heart closed than risk the pain of losing someone whose life is over in the blink of an eye.
I will take care of the apartment while you are gone, I promise.
[That was so savage Zhongli has just found himself in an FF14 raid instance????]
It really has been that long. [He is definitely going "AIYAAAH" under his breath over here.
The rest of his message is... sad, though. It's the truth of all immortals like them that the people they meet will not live the same long lives... It had hurt Zhongli on several occasions, but it gets easier. The pain doesn't disappear, but it gets easier...]
... I understand why you think that is necessary. From where you are sitting now, it may seem like the wiser course of action to close yourself off. However, you are a part of this world, and you are also a living being. You are deserving of happiness wherever you may find it.
It's my hope that while we're in this city, you can find others like us. You don't need to lead your life alone.
[ did you remember your food, zhongli?? did you remember your melds?!?!?!? your rotation!!!!! ]
It has, maybe more if you were both like this in your past lives.
[ he doesn't know for certain, but he has a inkling that he is correct. ]
I know you have gone to lengths to make sure I am comfortable in the city, and I appreciate it more than words can properly express. I am getting used to those I have met through you, for all their oddities they are good people who have welcomed me easily.
Maybe one day I will be able to open my heart wider, once the shadow of loss does not hang so heavily above me. It is easier now that Venti has returned to our lives, that you've found each other again, but the shadow still hangs.
[ he's been having flashes lately, memories that sit heavily on his chest, things he'd rather not bother zhongli with just yet. ]
You needn't thank me. It is about time the rug was cleaned.
[His rotation is "cast shield and afk", and he hoards materia but never uses them. This is going to be a disaster.]
Ah. Well... that may be true.
[CALLED THE FUCK OUT]
It isn't something you can force. I understand. Just know that as your father, I shall always pray for your happiness.
[There is more to this conversation, he's certain of it, but he knows that Xiao needs to be given room. He needs to find things out on his own. Zhongli believed in him before, and he believes in him now and always.]
I've allowed it to fall into such a state lately. My apologies.
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Venti and I areAs you may have noticed,We're[This is more awkward than explaining the birds and the bees was, somehow.]
So you are aware, I'll be spending more time at Venti's house in the future.
[... That doesn't really communicate what he wants to say, though.]
I've long been... ignorant of the nature of his feelings. I can only assume that I am the very last person to have puzzled this out. I apologize for any frustration you may have felt watching us circle each other for so many years.
I suggest not following in my footsteps should you care for someone deeply.
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I am glad you finally figured out what he had been hinting at for the past fifteen hundred years, father. As I am glad you finally figured out your own feelings.
[ this is sad with the utmost affection and respect, truly. ]
You need not worry over me. I cannot say I would not have done the same in your shoes, but the chances of that are slim. I would rather keep my heart closed than risk the pain of losing someone whose life is over in the blink of an eye.
I will take care of the apartment while you are gone, I promise.
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It really has been that long. [He is definitely going "AIYAAAH" under his breath over here.
The rest of his message is... sad, though. It's the truth of all immortals like them that the people they meet will not live the same long lives... It had hurt Zhongli on several occasions, but it gets easier. The pain doesn't disappear, but it gets easier...]
... I understand why you think that is necessary. From where you are sitting now, it may seem like the wiser course of action to close yourself off. However, you are a part of this world, and you are also a living being. You are deserving of happiness wherever you may find it.
It's my hope that while we're in this city, you can find others like us. You don't need to lead your life alone.
[This boy...]
Thank you.
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It has, maybe more if you were both like this in your past lives.
[ he doesn't know for certain, but he has a inkling that he is correct. ]
I know you have gone to lengths to make sure I am comfortable in the city, and I appreciate it more than words can properly express. I am getting used to those I have met through you, for all their oddities they are good people who have welcomed me easily.
Maybe one day I will be able to open my heart wider, once the shadow of loss does not hang so heavily above me. It is easier now that Venti has returned to our lives, that you've found each other again, but the shadow still hangs.
[ he's been having flashes lately, memories that sit heavily on his chest, things he'd rather not bother zhongli with just yet. ]
You needn't thank me. It is about time the rug was cleaned.
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Ah. Well... that may be true.
[CALLED THE FUCK OUT]
It isn't something you can force. I understand. Just know that as your father, I shall always pray for your happiness.
[There is more to this conversation, he's certain of it, but he knows that Xiao needs to be given room. He needs to find things out on his own. Zhongli believed in him before, and he believes in him now and always.]
I've allowed it to fall into such a state lately. My apologies.